Chapter 1  : I Found the Secret of My Dad

Something happened recently. I’ve been keeping it in my mind for a few days. I felt so uncomfortable that I had to pour it out.

To put it simply, I found that my roommate’s favorite “Goddess”, a coser, is MY DAD!

It was no exaggeration to say that this secret shocked me so much. For three days, I stayed awake at night, even the food was tasteless for me. My mind was full of those cross-dressings of my dad. Due to it, the whole world of me was on the verge of collapse. Even I was afraid of going home now!

You know what? It was a little embarrassed to say that my dad, a second-generation rich, was really a president as cool and handsome as an idol drama actor!

What he often wore were custom-made suits. You could feel “nobly and lofty” and “keep away from me if we are not familiar” from his head to toes. What he said to me the most was “Do you have enough money?” with a frosty look since I was young.

However, I couldn’t believe that such a man would act as a network anchor and shoot the block-busts with cross-dressing.

I didn’t know it was my dad or the world that was magical.

When I was typing now, my dad with nine tails still came to my mind.

Yes. That was the appearance of my dad when I recognized him. Then, he was acting Tamae no mae, a game character.

Strictly speaking, this time the role my dad played was a man~~

Please ignore my tone. When I thought of his appearance, I would feel dizzy, with my heart beating faster and my palms sweating.

I had verbosely said so many words about my feelings. And now let me tell you the entire story.

I had to start it from the new hobby of my roommate.

This semester, he started a relationship with a girl who was keen on the ACGN (Animation, Comic, Game and Novel) culture. In order to cater to her pleasure, my roommate came to know ACGN world and other things about it. Being recommended with many interesting things about cosplay, he was deeply attracted by it. Therefore, every day he must search and watch the live broadcast of cosers.

Then, he was fascinated by an attractive “girl”.

The reason why my roommate believed this “Goddess” was female was this coser usually cosed only the female role, preferring to the aloof domineering lady. From cartoons to games and even European and American film characters, all of which this “Goddess” had ever cosplayed.

Every block-bust he shot was exquisite. And every time his live broadcast was only 10 minutes for showing his appearance, then he went off the line... My roommate was so crazy about this “Goddess” that he almost turned his back on his girlfriend and went with this coser.

As for me, I was not quite interested in cosplay. I just glanced at it sometimes when my roommate was watching the living broadcast.

It was my not being interested that made me found this secret so late!

That night, my roommate and I went back to the dorm after class. It was just time for the live broadcast of that coser. He turned on the computer as usual, being so close to the screen that he almost got into it.

But there seemed to be some problems with this coser. The camera was on, but no one was there. Waiting for a while, he sent a message that “There is a little trouble. Please wait for a moment.”. Then all people in the studio were waiting for him.

My roommate was in urine emergency, so he asked me to stare in front of his screen. And when the live broadcast began, I would call him.

It was just a piece of cake for me. I said “yes”.

Then he went out.

Then I stared at the screen for a while more carefully than usual.

The coser put the camera towards a white wall, which was so ordinary that it could be seen everywhere, even unnoticed.

Therefore, I, who usually only glanced at the live broadcast, wouldn’t pay attention to the white wall.

But that day, the camera was focused on it for a long time, without any other movement. Also, I was more serious about looking at it than usual. The white wall was not that ordinary!

The more I looked at the wall, the more I thought it was weird, familiar and...

Suddenly, there was someone appearing in front of the camera.

The coser was wearing a super-complex and gorgeous clothing in front of the wall, holding a fan. But he didn’t say anything but apology by bowing. And then he started to do actions as the role he was playing.

At this time, I recognized the wall, which became so specific and unique in my eyes.

You know what? That was the wall of my bedroom.

Although I rarely went back since I was in the college. But I had never forgotten it because I had lived in this room for more than a decade!

Oh my God!

Now that I had recognized the background, it was easy for me to do the same thing with the coser.

When I watched the live broadcast, it seemed that my spirit had freed itself from my body.

It had been four days since then, but I still didn’t accept the fact. When I thought of the big fox on the screen or saw my roommate, I felt quite terrible, with my scalp numb and my calves trembling.

...Tomorrow was Saturday. I had to go home according to the rules set by my dad.

Now, on one hand I would like to go home. But On the other hand, I didn’t want to do that.

I was going crazy!

Please reply to me for any words. Leave me alone for smoking now.