Chapter 4  : “Filthy Desire” (18+)

Cathain’s Pov ~

My veins clenched in anger, the moment i heard about what happened between Eleanora and Jena.

How dare she to treat Jena like this!

‘She treated Jena like that, You must take revenge on her because of this!’

A voice rang in my voice. It’s right. I have to teach her a lesson for treating Jena like this.

I couldn’t wait for her to come so i asked Brayden to lead me to the empress palace.

But where he lead me was not the empress palace but the abandoned mansion of the palace.

.....

I had a lot of questions in my mind. Why does she lives here and for how long.

This mansion looks like a hunted house as my great grandfather had burned this palace after my great grandmother was killed by the harem ladies, who lived here.

But i kept my emotions controlled that had many questions and step inside the mansion.

Eleanora looked at me with shock and fear as she stood up from her bed. She immediately backed away from me but it was too late.

I strode up to her and grabbed her neck in my hand, pinning her against the wall before me.

“Your Majesty... Please...,”

She whimpered out against my choke, struggling to breathe.

Seeing her like this my hand loosened slightly as i felt pain in my chest.

It was crazy, but even in a moment like this, sparks erupt from where my hand touched her skin.

Just because of this damn physical attraction i feel towards her, i couldn’t leave her.

The warm feeling of her body, the pleasure of being inside of her, just gives me so much comfort that i can’t explain.

Even if i had Jena, My queen, i didn’t felt this kind of attraction towards her but rather to the woman whom i hated, who made me feel disgust.

She was always able to make my emotions uncontrollable, drive me crazy... I kept her away from me and it ended by calling her to me over and over.

I clearly liked Jena, who was warm and sweet, unlike her, who never shows any emotion in her face.

It’s normal for a emperor to have mistress or queen beside the empress. So i never explained or felt guilty for keeping another women beside me.

But everytime i look into her blue eyes full of tears, i feel pain in my heart.

Something clenches my heart tightly and as always, i choose to ignore this bothering feeling.

The room was pitch black and i could only see her shining silver hair and blue eyes sparkling because of the faint moonlight that was coming in from the window.

“Do you think you’re so important that you can treat Jena that way?” I roared into her face.

“Your Majesty... she came to me first and??.”

“Enough!”, I cut her off.

“I don’t want your excuses. Jena isn’t cold blooded like you.

historical She is a gentle, sweet girl! What if you had caused her enough stress to induce a miscarriage?

Are you really so petty as to kill a child out of spite? A future Emperor no less?”

Even in her distorted expression of sadness and tears, she still looked so beautiful that stopped me from saying anything else.

A curl of her messy hair had fallen out of place and was framing her forehead, her blue eyes sparkled like a gemstone.

I stood a foot taller than her, delicate shoulders, and curve like some mythical goddess. I could feel the height difference so clearly when i stood so close to her like this.

She couldn’t look into my eyes and kept staring at my chest blankly with a lot of emotions in her eyes to avoid looking at me.

As i had fire magic, so naturally i was attracted to her cold ice magic. Her touch and scent were intoxicating, capable of driving me crazy.

“Your Majesty... I would never do it. She provoked me first??.”

I slapped her across the face very hard. She blinked as her vision become blurred with tears and her cheek burned with red colour.

Even i was shocked by my action. How could i raise my hands at her? Why did i become so aggressive all of a sudden?

But at the same time, i also felt like lustful jerk. I wanted to see her crying while being under me.

Her red plump lips kept shivering from the pain and i clenched my fist to control myself. I wanted to pin her down this moment and strip her. Then devour her.

I wanted myself to be inside of her and it was killing me to control myself. The moment i enter her, i will feel comfortable again.

It was a disgusting filthy desire. But i had to control myself. If she knews about this, she might take advantage of this.

“You’re nothing, Eleanora. Even if you bear me a child, your child will be nothing like you. If you dare to hurt Jena again, I will make sure you regret it.”

But i really couldn’t control my body anymore and it moved on it own to kiss her neck as i whispered those cruel words to her.

The moment my lips touched her skin, my body felt alive in a way I never experienced before. It was burning with a need to embrace her.

I started to undressing her and soon her dress and corset fall on the ground, her shoulder and breasts was becoming more and more visible.

I put my one hand on her waist as i raised her thigh with my another hand, to pull her more closer to me. She put her trembling hands on my shoulders and closed her eyes.

From her neck, i slowly reached her breast and the moment i put one of her breasts into my mouth; she clinched my suit. Her eyes was still shut and she was biting her lips to hold back her voice.

‘I want to hear her voice...’

With that thought, i spin around her body and she fall into the bed as i climbed up on her. She looked away but her eyes contained no more emotions.

It was cold and lifeless, like a person who have given up on everything. She just kept staring at the window. I gritted my teeth as this made me mad.

‘Just what’s so good is there?

Why don’t you look at me instead? Why aren’t you letting out your voice anymore? Why?

Are you trying to run away from me?’

I loosened my shirt and tie slightly before i unzipped my pants like always.

I couldn’t take it anymore and pulled up her skirt, to her waist as i pushed the head of my member into her entrance with a blurry expression.

She bite her lips again as she clenched the bedsheets. Her waist arched and her breasts rose up too.

“Mmh..”

Unwillingly, She slightly let out a very low moan, which felt like pleasing to my ears. I started to feel my head being light and refreshed again like always.

I clenched my teeth, intoxicated by the melting sweet stimulus. She was trembling with delicate, small shivers under my pressure.

I couldn’t get rid of the feeling that it was as if i was embracing her for the last time.

She refused to look at me which made me more angry and lost my control.

As my stiffness slowly entered her deeper and deeper, a hotter pressure began to build up.

Her lips were swollen because of her own bitings, and her heavily lidded, blurred eyes finally looked at me like she was looking at some kind of monster.

I guess i am indeed a monster... having this kind of lust for her like this.

But she said nothing, just kept staring at me coldly, with her blue eyes.

I was sweating as i hold myself back till i couldn’t do it anymore, I pushed my member to the root of her entrance.

“Ele...”

Even nicknames that I had never sung before, suddenly flowed through my lips and she finally showed a surprised look.

I embraced her for the first time. Something in my heart was feeling very low. Something tell me that i was going to lose her.

Her wet flesh that was swallowing my organ to its roots was rapturous. I couldn’t resist ecstatic stimulus and began to move my waist roughly.

While my member twitched in her insides, I slowly pushed up, opening her narrow vagina wider.

“Ah....... ... ... ...!!”

She finally could no longer suppress her voice anymore because of my rough thrusts, and her eyes grew bigger with the distinct sensation.

She finally embrace me back. But her eyes was still like before, no pleasure in her expression, no love for me.

Only pain and... coldness.

I kept coming in and out of her roughly as her lack of expression was driving me more crazy.

‘You used to smile at me, try to touch me, try to embrace me, why aren’t you doing that now?’

.....

Everytime i enter her, touch her, i feel my body get lighter and lighter, my headache seem to be gone.

I could feel her release and also felt mine too. So, bouncing my waist, I then pushed my member all the way to it’s base into her core.

At the deepest thrust, I poured out my all semen inside her, fulling her up with my release.

Unspilled tears seemed to come out from her eyes and she breathed heavily. She turned to the other side of the bed as she was indirectly telling me to go away.

That she doesn’t want to see me anymore.

I can go now as i have fulfilled my flithy desires.

Although it was not enough for me but i lost my interest when i still found no expression in her.

My heart started to feel heavy with a sudden guilt.

It’s the first time that i have ever did it with her in the bed.

Judging her cold eyes, I was sure that the lingering leftover feelings she had for me, died at that moment.

‘Do you hate me now?’

Just by the thought of her not loving me anymore made my heart ache and i felt it irritating. I just got up as i always did and shut the door with a loud thud.

In my way to go back to the main palace, i realised something and laughed at myself.

‘How can i expect love from her when i acted like a beast with her?’