Chapter 154  : The diary and the same necklace as hers (1)

Ning Qing gritted her teeth. She was too anxious to find the key.

He took a decoration from the desk and smashed it down with great effort.

She accidentally hit the tip of her little finger. She had no energy to care about it, and her heart was only on the thing in the box.

The lock wasn’t secure, so it broke after a few hits.

He removed the lock and opened the wooden box.

Inside, there was a black-covered diary and a small gift box.

Inside the box was a necklace.

It was almost exactly the same as hers.

Ning Qing suddenly recalled what Nian lie had said.

He gripped the blood-red bead and turned it around.

The word “su” was carved on the inner wall.

She opened her mouth and felt a bitter taste in her throat.

Ning Qing’s weak hand fell, and she didn’t dare to look at the notebook.

She knew that her sister liked to write in her diary.

Although the two of them had talked about everything since they were young, ning su had never compromised with her about the things in the diary.

She remembered the shyness and inexperience on her sister’s face when she talked about those young girls ‘thoughts.

Qingqing, you’re still young. You’ll understand me when you understand what ‘like’ and ‘love’ are.

Back then, she had been thoughtless and desperately hoped that she would understand.

But now, she hated herself for understanding.

“Sister, I miss you so much, Yingluo.”

Ning Qing murmured.

His slightly trembling hand reached for the diary.

Flipping to the first page, there was no signature on the slightly yellowed paper.

He scrolled down and saw familiar words.

On the second page, the signature date was the day of their birthdays.

May 23rd, sunny

“Today, I’ve finally welcomed the 18th birthday of my life.

I’m very happy at my coming of age ceremony.

In the past, mom and dad would make us make a wish every year.

This year, my wish is for our family to be together forever and never be separated.

Mom made a lot of my favorite dishes, and dad also gave me a coming-of-age gift, which means a safe and smooth life. I like it very much.

It’s a pity that dad has to work overtime at the company after lunch and can’t accompany me, but I want to thank him for teaching and nurturing me for so many years. So, I’m going to secretly send it to dad’s company after mom makes the meal to give him a surprise.”

The contents of the first page did not seem to be abnormal.

Ning Qing could feel ning SU’s joy between the lines.

However, her wish to be a family that would never be separated had come to nothing.

“......”

There was a sharp pain in his throat.

Ning Qing wiped the corners of her eyes and scrolled down.

May 26th, rainy

“It’s ruined.

My whole life is ruined.

Why should I go out? I should be at home obediently.

I want to die.

He wanted to die on that day.

I shouldn’t have come back.”

Completely illogical words to form a chapter.

The handwriting was normal, but when it reached the last sentence, it became crooked.

At the bottom of the page, there was even blood that had turned black.

Ning Qing frowned.

She had never expected that the content recorded in this chapter was so little. Compared to the previous chapter, her state of mind was completely different.

The dates were only two days apart. What happened?

Why did her sister suddenly become so negative and actually want to die thinking about Yingying?

That day?

Which day was it?

Ning Qing’s heart ached. Heartache and doubt were mixed together, and she could not figure it out.

She quickly flipped to the next page.

However, every page had turned into a huge word: death.

The words were curved and strange.

He used so much force that the tip of the pen pierced through the paper, leaving wet marks.

There were more than ten pages in a row, and they were all filled with such terrifying sentences.

“Why should I still be alive?

I have no reason to live.

I hate that person, and I hate myself!

Let me die.

I should have died that night.”